Category Archives: Weight Watchers

Exactly two years ago, my company decided to throw a “Mae Appreciation Day” party for no reason in particular. I think it was just a completely random act of kindness orchestrated by my boss; I wasn’t threatening to quit or throwing fits or anything. From that day forth, May 9th was to be known as “Mae Day,” and while we never celebrated it again, I celebrate “Mae Day” for a completely different reason: it was Day 1.

When I sat down to write this entry, I was going to say something along the lines of “I have no profound words, yadda yadda yadda” but laughed when I saw that I had already written something like that last year. Guess some things never change. I’m going to glaze over the fact that I am only 12 pounds lighter than I was a year ago and focus on the good things. Good things, like I am not 12 pounds heavier. I’m also going to venture a guess that I’ve got much more muscle tone and athletic ability now versus then. Not much, but more nonetheless.

Here’s the picture I posted in my 1st anniversary entry compared to present day. What do you think? Any difference? I think I see it most in my face. And maybe my super ripped shoulders. ;)

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I wish I could be more upbeat and positive with this entry, but the truth is I am not terribly proud of anything I’ve done this second year (difference of 12 pounds) compared to my first (difference of 114 pounds). Is it a sophomore jinx? Complacency? Abundance of attention? The good news is I’ve had a really good two weeks, which is the longest well-behaved streak I’ve had in recent months.

Once again, I am contemplating tracking solely with WeightWatchers again beginning this weekend, and maybe…just maybe even reactivating that ActiveLink I disliked so much. My main workouts are boot camp and running now, which involves a lot of movement, so I am curious what kind of APs they will award me. I refuse to believe that white piece of plastic is THAT useless.

Hopefully Mae Day 2014 will bring much happier, and goalier, news.


Remember when this happened? Honestly, I sometimes forget it happened too. That was last October, at the height of my “weight loss career” (because let’s face it, this shit is a full time job). Since then I’ve put out a few singles that have made the top 40 charts, but haven’t had a platinum record in a while.

The reason I bring it up is because yesterday, my friend Danielle rang me with what she called exciting news to share. She works at my company’s franchise location in NYC, which is also where WeightWatchers’ headquarters is. She was signing up a parent for classes (we do Mommy & Me type classes), and when Danielle learned the parent worked for WeightWatchers, naturally she brought me up. The parent mentioned that, at the WW office, they have a wall decorated with all of their favorite success story photo shoot alumni. Danielle gave her my name, she looked me up, and lo and behold, I made it to the wall!

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This was my first time seeing a finished product of my shoot. I don’t remember my dress being that short, nor my legs being that tanned. I’m not on the website or published anywhere else as far as I know; they said they’d give us a heads up before our stories went live. My friend and fellow success story Trixie says it took them over a year to post hers, so I’m not holding my breath. To be honest, appearing on any WeightWatchers marketing materials is just an afterthought at this point. All of the pride, honor, and fun already happened. Still cool seeing my shit eating grin plastered on the wall nevertheless.

Oh WeightWatchers, you just love to love me, despite how badly I treat you. One day, after I’m done sowing my wild oats with MyFitnessPal and the like, I’ll realize that you were the best I ever had.


When I tracked my weight on the eTools app this morning, it gave me this sad little “better luck next time, kid” message.

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It also seemed a little passive aggressive if you ask me. My week was not any better than last week fitness-wise, but I did do a lot better with my food. I have no excuses; some days I had every intention of working out but made the decision to do something else instead. It happens. Totes magotes inspirational, I am. Despite my laziness, I am very much looking forward to spin tomorrow morning.

On Monday morning I go in for dental surgery. The kind so major that it is the first in a series of three surgeries spanning ten months (count ‘em, TEN), and I will be under general anesthesia each time. This usually means a lot of pain, soft foods, and a lot of drugs. The nurse said that I need to have someone drop me off and pick me up, but since I live across the street (and down one block) she offered to have me wheeled home instead. I hope she wasn’t joking. Or that they’ll at least let me walk home.

Chances are I won’t be able to eat solid foods for a few days, so I’m taking advantage of this disadvantage by doing a 3-day Shakeology cleanse. *Crowd murmurs* Yeah, a cleanse! That word has such a negative connotation to it, right? The Shakeology cleanse allows for fruits as snacks in between my liquid breakfast and lunch, and a leafy green salad with lean protein for dinner. Plus, I have all this goddamn leftover Shakeology from an autoship I kept forgetting to cancel so I’m killing a few birds with one stone.

Now, I’ll be lying if I wasn’t already going over the candidates for my “last meal” tomorrow evening before I have to fast for 12 hours. Hmmm… sushi? Tacos? Korean bbq?


If you are an observant person, or care enough about my life, it is easy to tell via social medias when I’m not having the greatest of weeks, healthwise. My tweets are few and far between, and my Instagram photos are of dogs and shoes. Week 3 of my reboot was not one for the books. It started off well enough; went to spin on Sunday (third week in a row- that’s a record!) but that was the extent of my activity for the week.

That evening, I had a really awkward date I’d like to zap from my memory, and Monday morning I learned of Dr. Jerry Buss’ passing (look him up, kids and non-sports fans). That was rough for all my fellow Laker fans and I’m not ashamed to admit that I cried like a baby. Tuesday was a scheduled vacation day for me, and instead of doing anything productive I continued to do nothing of value, all while feeling guilty that I wasn’t at work. Spent way too much time waiting around at the optometrist, and cursed the dentists in my area for never calling me back because the pain in my bridge was resurfacing. I also cancelled the date that I really wanted to go on that night because Cassie ain’t got time fo dat.

Wednesday was a workday from hell. Thursday was the rescheduling of the Tuesday date but again, Cassie ain’t got time fo dat so I spent the evening with someone else instead. The details of that date are not appropriate for this blog. And Friday was a quiet evening alone, unless you count the box of Girl Scout cookies keeping me company, doing nothing again. Despite all this, I still set my alarm for my Saturday morning Weight Watchers meeting.

weigh-in-022313Which I then slept through. Sure, I could have gone to a later meeting or just stopped into the center quickly to weigh in, but I thought to myself: what a waste of time. Just get on the damn scale at home. Since I weighed at home and while naked, I probably would have been the same weight at the center or a little bit more, but whatever. It’s a Christmas miracle that it wasn’t a big gain since it is that time of the month.

Still with me? Sorry, almost done. Saturday was a repeat of Friday afternoon, only I did the dishes. Hooray! But most of the day was spent sleeping or eating random things. Okay, that’s it for my completely mundane week. This morning I got up bright and early and dragged my ass to spin. I really liked this instructor! I’ll probably make her class my regular Sunday one. I feel silly taking up room in the 30-minute beginner class.

I think I’m starting to find my groove with spinning. It’s lightyears more enjoyable for me than running, and I get a hell of a burn each time. Finally, a cardio workout to fill in the gaps of the week when I’m not weight training. And? I kind of like walking past the people at the Starbucks next door when I’m all sweaty in my tight ass pants. Oh they totally stare.


Photo Feb 16, 7 51 22 AMAll day yesterday and most of this morning, I went back and forth about whether or not I was going to attend my Saturday meeting. Not because I was afraid of a gain, which I knew was possible, but because I questioned whether or not it was worth my time and money.

But I went anyway and lost a pound. The receptionist congratulated me on my “total loss” of 3.8 pounds while I smiled quietly and said thank you.

I ended up going back to the same meeting and center as last week, and this time I participated in the discussion. Even got my first Bravo sticker! Maybe I will stick with the meetings after all, but knowing me  I will waffle back and forth a thousand times each week.

This entry was also going to have a long rant about dating while “dieting” but that will be a post on its own tomorrow or Monday. In the meantime, check out my Twitter pal Diva on a Diet‘s blog featuring yourstruly! She features a different “Fit Friend” on Fridays and yesterday was my turn. diva Check it out, and also check out Alexis’ story if you haven’t already. You may recognize her from the latest WeightWatchers360 Expect Amazing commercial campaign. You see, I know people…;)


Since we last chatted, I’ve had a really good week. To my surprise, I actually went to spin class two weeks in a row. Sunday’s Beginner Spin class with the owner of my studio is great! I was really impressed with him already remembering my name, and stroking my ego by calling me out during class as a positive example to the other newcomers. That’s one way to keep my business and make newbs comfortable.

Last week, a publicist from Weight Watchers contacted me wanting to use my story for some local PR, but I would need to get her better pictures than the lame mirror selfies I have. Like a total dork, I put on full makeup, wardrobe options, and did a photo shoot in my living room.

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Monday morning, I woke up feeling like I had the weight of the world on my back. Instead, it was a combined 120 pounds of dog lying right on top of me.

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Tuesday, I decided to graduate to the regular spin class offered at the studio, and taught by a different instructor. I was certain I’d flake, considering the class was RIGHT after work, when I normally want to do nothing at all. But I changed into my spin gear in my office and headed to the studio, took a really tough class, and felt great.

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I wanted to take another class tonight, but I flaked on that last minute. I will go to another class tomorrow for my last chance workout instead.

…and today is Valentine’s Day! Happy Valentine’s Day! I brought 11 chocolate chip cookies to the office. There were a dozen last night but I didn’t want them in my house, despite how delicious they were, so I brought them in for a Valentine’s Day treat. My coworkers also provided cupcakes, other cookies, and brownies, all of which I proudly resisted. I’m all about indulging a little bit, but I wasn’t lusting after them so I didn’t cave. The last thing I want to do is eat empty calories that aren’t even going to rock my world.

My February Declutter Giveaway also ended today and winner Megan was chosen! (If you’re reading this, I emailed you- send me your mailing address when you can.)

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